Strangers Waiting Up and Down The Boulevard

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I'm a kind person who can't get along.

great, only 14 posts left on this blog. guess i'm becoming a weirdo, i'll just snatch it all up. 15, with this one. lots to tell, but my eyes hurt because i don't switch on the light while i was writing the last one. so, gotta sleep right now, tonight i'll post something.

Did you came alone ?

now i'm really mad, sorry. you've cancelled too much of our plans and i'm very dissapointed right now. i guess i won't write much about you. it sucks. just got back from the church (yeap, finally i went to the church) and as expected it was so b*ring and i don't really get the meaning when the priest was sermonizing. anyway, when i told you that i am a type of person who can't get along, let me clarify a thing. maybe some of you doesn't really get what i said, i can't get along with people who is fusty or what? kolot is the right one. well, most girls in my class are just too "ordinary" and they doesn't seems to have any sense of fight in other words they are all spoiled. like when i told them to bring the stuffs for our project and the next day they just came and tell me to buy all the materials on the supply shop because they doesn't bring anything. and one thing, they really loved to snitch everything about me until the teachers *fucks* counciled me. whatever pikirin amet gw, i sweared i will not ever trust any of them. fuck you all.

walk ,walk ,fashion baby

i really loved Lady GaGa ever since she released her album The Fame (without knowing her at first, i straightly went to the cashier) yeah, i don't care whether she was a bisex or not. it's like i'm having a weird connection with her, she's one of my rasper.

Ley's have some fun with this beat is sick ,i wanna take a ride on the disco stick

Not in a mood except :

Terry Richardson really could "Click"

I bleed red ,but the pain always goes away quickly

just then i watched Clash of the Titans, the movie's plot and scene were exactly the same as Percy Jackson yeap they were telling about Zeus' child Perseus whose trying to save the Argon by killing Hades and Kraken using Medusa's head (i wonder why the directors really loved to make a movie containing greek mythology),i had fallen in love with Sam Worthington and the part when he rode Pegasus on the coast also when he tried to save Andromeda yeah he got the very masculine face that makes girl like awww* (of course i'm not included, and Logan Lerman's still my type). anyway, the 10th series of Gunslinger Girl are now on my hand and no, not Rico altough i loved her character. it's Petrushka (well actually it was Elizabeta Baranovskaya, but Alessandro Ricci had made it for Petra), distraught at her dreams of becoming a ballerina ending, she attempted suicide by jumping off the roof. i really loved that the was well groomed and she was trained for combat also when she utilised Spectre M4 submachine gun and Taurus PT92 pistol. oh fine now i'm becoming the Social Welfare Agency freaks. if you don't know the SWA thing, they're brainwashing the adolescent girls who have survived traumatic early lives into forgetting their pasts, turned into cyborgs and used as assassins to battle terrorists, gangsters and other undesirables elements of society, yeap Gunslinger Girl really touched me when it comes to the part of brief flashback *tremble*, especially for Angelica and Elsa de Sica. enough for that, i felt sleepy because i ate dragon rolls and a burger this noon and then i'm glut enough to throw some shit up so bye bloggers, sleep tight.

Did you ever wish for the impossible ?

just woke up too early this morning. so today was april fool (the society was a way too brilliant for saying that there was a 3D mode, fuck you) but i'm not in a mood for making fun on others, so guess i'll just do nothing but completing the k-on series. yeap i'm really that nerd. anyway i'm gonna wrote some adds-on to my older blogs today to make them sensible wink* so don't wonder if once you open my blog you'll see it full on each page wink wink*. i had no plans today but maybe i'm gonna take a note down on my homeworks. so yesterday my friend just lend me hers (sorry, actually i'm the one who asked her for it) and it'll be like that or else i'll be doing it on my whole weekend, i'm just the type of person who do something close to its deadline like hws or tests (i think it's one of my bad habits, though). today 2 of my hamsters Pe and Nis (well it's not them, i told you it was april fool) died with their head gone nowhere. by the way, the kids were making a fuss about no-courtship-rules which will be eliminated for the next new term, because somehow they *fucks* said it doesn't really works on for the senior students. and like my school ain't got no reasons to kick me out of that (even they had threaten me twice, and yes, it really doesn't work), and they are all nuts. once again, they are nuts. Kristen Bell got a role on playing a movie called When In Rome. if you don't know her well, she's the one who casts on Daredevil and Ghost Rider. yeap that basically it, Bell really have the most gorgeous face on her age and she's that amazing. maundy thursday, i'm don't feel like going to church at all.

Enough ,it's all over

i don't know much to say. maybe life wasn't for me, perfectly. every time i intertwined a thing they just can't take it seriously and they really loved to make a fool on me. i don't get why some people would do that, and they're just one of them. they just can't, hurting others would maybe the best thing to bang them up. they don't mind insulting people without seeing that they had done a lot worse than mine. to clarify it, i used to love them so much but they just go and pissed me off like i meant nothing. but fuck it, it's not like i'm ashamed or mad. i fear nothing and even without them i'll be alright and nothing bothers me a lot. it's just how they acts and speaks and i really hate it when they humiliate me of my old mistakes. do they have no mind at all to think that human fails and simply gets up, so do i, and of course them. now that i found it difficult they starts to speaks ass and i don't know what the fucking problem they had with me. i hate them, and they hate me. so? yeah, after all life wasn't for me. but i'm fine.

Gaga Freak !

i've just declined a fucking demand, and great, it sounds good.

i hate mandarin. fuck you mandarin.

I eat hearts ,i drink bloods.

i have a confession. i'm a very suicidal person. once you go and disparage me, i would not mind to lift a chair and throw it right on your face. and i mean to do it.

now i'm disgusted with myself and i felt like saying sorry to everyone invloved in this problem. so fuck with all, i think it was well to do that he was mine. let's just play a fair game.

i'm starting to evacuate some of my older blogs because somehow i burst out when i read them all. no, maybe i chuckle. 8 birthday events were stated when i go to the homepage, even i don't know what date is today. fuck with that, i had no plans at all today, and i have no money in my pocket.

Airship fortress ,launch your rudal .

my old passwords had gone too ancient, and it doesn't make sense at all. kalo diganti dari msn kyny ga bisa and maybe it'll take time, so i use my whole brain to keep it on my mind. it was the name of my first crush, dorky dork. i'm on my bed now with the laptop beside me, both handphones with music turned on. i think i'm gonna stay awake tonight. i won trophies in 50cc race, and my fingers felt like it was going to melt down. this day i ate too much kimchi nori, now my throat burned like a shit. my dad had gone back from korea, and he brought a huge box of nori and ginseng marshmallows. my room was now a maelstrom, because the nori sprinkles everywhere. talking about sprinkles, i want an ice cream with candy toppings~

the girl i had mentioned EVERYWHERE indulge herself while she was acting like a jerk, so fucked up with her, i won't care, even her face looks like a leech, say goodbye to my boy.
anyway, 4 months to go, i was totally sure that 3 years shall not replace him as i sweared. i've just did it last year, so this time i only need to do it three times as many than the last. i can do it, peebo.

♥

happy birthday boy :)
i ♥ you ♥

♥ XOXO♥

braggart

excessively dumb people tantalize me with, "if you trust, you get."

oh, maybe you should undergo a spiritual therapy, hell you.

you're a jerk. jerk, jerk, jerk.

i'm a fatalist, you jinx.

it's such a silly thing. all case get in touch with fate.

fuck you fate.

maybe you should modify your brain, crass.

errr, jerk. you gave the pip.

i never carry the point.

guiltless

well, i recalled someone puke a shit on this phrase, "what you're getting a kick out of a tune depicts your life"
hell you, ah, yes, i'm once in a bad romance (i'm going crazy with the melody) .
i came down with the dust for satisfaction.
nah, it's not what i meant.
i'm a lust. (bang! i said it, hell you.)
yes yes yes, i'm a lust.
but most verily, i'm solitude.
hahaha. fucking funny, eh ?
twice dumped. those insolent SWEET boys turned a deaf ear too.
well, well, for a minor. that's what makes me solitude. hahaha.
i rushed to conclusions that the fresh teacher is brilliant.
errr, genius.

completed

we go on the stage.

you, the major player, stashed away.

nuts.

you blew off the steam.

liar.

you undermine the conscience.

mutual annihilation.

we stab each other.

until one, accede.

dripping blood.

fake smiles.

saying goodbye to and endless show.

fine things ,fine price .

heyhey guess what. i'm soooooo dumb today. i grabbed a skirt in forever21 without fitting it because i'm too indolent to queue. the line was fucking crowded, errr. aaah but maybe it's a blunder not to fit it, though. ahaha. the waist was way too wide.
ah, it's fine, but, just not "pleasant". errghh, it sucks. must i undercut it? oh no no no, please. maybe i can stitch it up. yes yes yes, stitch. lilo and stitch. whatever. this was sucks. aaah, anyway, i bought much captivate things.
- zara's pink, errr, peach leopard jacket
- forever21's ripped back top (kinda reminds me of sexy back's tune, hahaha)
- that fuckin forever21 skirt
it costs about a million. shit. shit.
including a valentine chocolate. ah, valentine. almost forgot. "his" birthday was a day before valentine. and chinese new year. hahahaha. pretty funny.
jerk, a million.

hahahaha XP

Yes ,i'm a sinner

I want to know what God think about sinner.

are they just a bunch of violators, transgressor whose life was slumped,

inappropriate to be pitied?

i'm a sinner.

A BIG SINNER.

but...

God, sinner can love.

we, had a heart, although it was not pure, not clean, not white.

but, yes, sinner gave their heart badly for someone be dear to.

they really love...

that sometimes they choose to end up the sucking life, when it was impossible.

when they said that it was all right.

when they thought that, hey, it was the time.

yes, God, they had a heart.

it was turbid...

Forethought .

a few secs ago i look-on Youtube and finded out The Biggest Loser.
reminds me of, yaah, buffalos, pigs, blah blah.
yes, fat peoples. egh. i hate fat peoples.
i mean what the hell they have on their mind, looking that godforsaken ? it's silly, having their grease sagged up and down like a heaps of bacon. oh please, it's foul, pork. not indending to mock, but it's really really fucking disgusting. ah, someone lend me some vomit bags, it's nauseating. it's not because of fate, it's their own fault, having their deeds like caracaos.
ah, not important. that's not what i want to say at this post.

just then he texted me (oh shit shit shitttt!). errr, that's sort of exaggerating. but i'm fucking contented. ah yah, i haven't tell anything about him.
errr, i'll start with his outward appearance.
he uses glasses, braces and his bangs are aside (ah, he's not a geek. not a geek). he loves tawdry shirts and sneakers, he plays basketball. he's short (not really...sorta, kinda short..) and he had slant-eyes (once he joked saying that he's a hobo, shit, i really laugh like a drain that time).
okay, okay, enough.
overall, he's cute. like a kitty. really.
we had a moment on 25th december (i love that xmas!). we went for a movie together on 2nd january (chipmunks, eh? hahaha). but we're totally not in a relationship. normal friends (ah, not totally a fellow, just... special).
now, our connection are wide apart. errr, i'm just gic=ving him a space, maybe.
but yes, i do, love him so badly. i love him. i miss him.
however, this time, this hour, this minute, this second,
i'm living in hope of his felicity.

i love you !