Tuesday, 16 February 2010

happy birthday boy :)
i you

♥ XOXO♥

braggart

excessively dumb people tantalize me with, "if you trust, you get."

oh, maybe you should undergo a spiritual therapy, hell you.
you're a jerk. jerk, jerk, jerk.
i'm a fatalist, you jinx.
it's such a silly thing. all case get in touch with fate.
fuck you fate.
maybe you should modify your brain, crass.
errr, jerk. you gave the pip.
i never carry the point.

guiltless

well, i recalled someone puke a shit on this phrase, "what you're getting a kick out of a tune depicts your life"
hell you, ah, yes, i'm once in a bad romance (i'm going crazy with the melody) .
i came down with the dust for satisfaction.
nah, it's not what i meant.
i'm a lust. (bang! i said it, hell you.)
yes yes yes, i'm a lust.
but most verily, i'm solitude.
hahaha. fucking funny, eh ?
twice dumped. those insolent SWEET boys turned a deaf ear too.
well, well, for a minor. that's what makes me solitude. hahaha.
i rushed to conclusions that the fresh teacher is brilliant.
errr, genius.

completed

we go on the stage.
you, the major player, stashed away.
nuts.
you blew off the steam.
liar.
you undermine the conscience.
mutual annihilation.
we stab each other.
until one, accede.
dripping blood.
fake smiles.
saying goodbye to and endless show.

fine things ,fine price .

heyhey guess what. i'm soooooo dumb today. i grabbed a skirt in forever21 without fitting it because i'm too indolent to queue. the line was fucking crowded, errr. aaah but maybe it's a blunder not to fit it, though. ahaha. the waist was way too wide.
ah, it's fine, but, just not "pleasant". errghh, it sucks. must i undercut it? oh no no no, please. maybe i can stitch it up. yes yes yes, stitch. lilo and stitch. whatever. this was sucks. aaah, anyway, i bought much captivate things.
- zara's pink, errr, peach leopard jacket
- forever21's ripped back top (kinda reminds me of sexy back's tune, hahaha)
- that fuckin forever21 skirt
it costs about a million. shit. shit.
including a valentine chocolate. ah, valentine. almost forgot. "his" birthday was a day before valentine. and chinese new year. hahahaha. pretty funny.
jerk, a million.
hahahaha XP

Monday, 8 February 2010

Yes ,i'm a sinner

I want to know what God think about sinner.
are they just a bunch of violators, transgressor whose life was slumped,
inappropriate to be pitied?
i'm a sinner.
A BIG SINNER.
but...
God, sinner can love.
we, had a heart, although it was not pure, not clean, not white.
but, yes, sinner gave their heart badly for someone be dear to.
they really love...
that sometimes they choose to end up the sucking life, when it was impossible.
when they said that it was all right.
when they thought that, hey, it was the time.
yes, God, they had a heart.
it was turbid...

Sunday, 7 February 2010

Forethought .

a few secs ago i look-on Youtube and finded out The Biggest Loser.
reminds me of, yaah, buffalos, pigs, blah blah.
yes, fat peoples. egh. i hate fat peoples.
i mean what the hell they have on their mind, looking that godforsaken ? it's silly, having their grease sagged up and down like a heaps of bacon. oh please, it's foul, pork. not indending to mock, but it's really really fucking disgusting. ah, someone lend me some vomit bags, it's nauseating. it's not because of fate, it's their own fault, having their deeds like caracaos.
ah, not important. that's not what i want to say at this post.

just then he texted me (oh shit shit shitttt!). errr, that's sort of exaggerating. but i'm fucking contented. ah yah, i haven't tell anything about him.
errr, i'll start with his outward appearance.
he uses glasses, braces and his bangs are aside (ah, he's not a geek. not a geek). he loves tawdry shirts and sneakers, he plays basketball. he's short (not really...sorta, kinda short..) and he had slant-eyes (once he joked saying that he's a hobo, shit, i really laugh like a drain that time).
okay, okay, enough.
overall, he's cute. like a kitty. really.
we had a moment on 25th december (i love that xmas!). we went for a movie together on 2nd january (chipmunks, eh? hahaha). but we're totally not in a relationship. normal friends (ah, not totally a fellow, just... special).
now, our connection are wide apart. errr, i'm just gic=ving him a space, maybe.
but yes, i do, love him so badly. i love him. i miss him.
however, this time, this hour, this minute, this second,
i'm living in hope of his felicity.

i love you !